A Little Tired of Being Strong

Look.

I know that I’m supposed to be made of stronger stuff…

And that I can weather situations better than most.

I can even find a perfect silver lining in the worst situations so that I can give myself the inspiration to keep on trucking.

Today?

Not so much.

I talked to a few people (who have been through it successfully and unsuccessfully) about what the IVF procedure really entails… in detail. And I found myself thinking… “Why me?” Why must I take the road less traveled just because I’m stronger.

I want to be weak. Just once, maybe. And have things come easy.

I know. I’ll be all strong again tomorrow and find the bright side of this.

But right now?

GOD it sucks to be me.

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