I just awoke from the worst nightmare that I’ve had in a lot of years. I’m pretty distraught right now, still. And it’s been a while since I’ve had a dream that makes me this mad, this far after waking up. The details of the dream are sketchy, but it was one that seemed to … Read More
Tonight, my baby and I witnessed a couple’s new beginning. A pre-orchestrated Game Night that was held a friends house… so that during the perfectly timed game of Cranium (Turbo Edition) while sculpting a clue for his team to figure out, Hayden sculpted a ring out of playdoh… his girlfriend correctly answered the clue… and … Read More
“Can’t keep my eyes from the circling skies Tongue tied and twisted Just an earth bound misfit, I.” -Pink Floyd – Learning to Fly I was talking with JB this evening about my desire to fly but it always translates into my fear of falling. Nothing gives me more excitement than the idea of soaring … Read More
The Message So I’m back from the Phenomenal Woman luncheon, and you know how you can realize why you were in a certain place at a certain time? The reason I was there was undeniable, because I had the option not to go. But I went, a little reluctantly because it would eat up time … Read More
If I could find the place where truth exists, I would stand there and whisper memories of my children’s future. – Saul Williams Last night a dream quietly spoke a wish to the winds of reality. I dreamt of my child. My baby girl child, again. I was birthing her and got to know her … Read More
Well, I went back today. But of course last night I had to have the crazy dream before I went back in. I actually had 2 and I’m having trouble remembering the second one. So I’ll document the first which jolted me out of bed and made it so that I had to take a … Read More
Powered by my libido, apparently. Lately I feel like I’m this oversexed crazy person just bubbling underneath the facade of a calm collected unaffected female. But really… it’s raging. This dream was pretty bizarre and again, not altogether feeling like a dream, but maybe a memory. I felt like I was in Florida. The house’s … Read More
Today was supposed to be Sugie’s Sendoff but has thusly been cancelled on the fear of rain. Which saddens me. If things are done in a park, you have to be ready, rain or shine. I had my raincoat and sneakers out and we were gonna do it up. But folks were pulling out. Sug’s … Read More
Of course I don’t remember the particulars of how we got to the first point that I remember, but Domi and I were walking along under the elevated train which was looking like it could have been the 7 around 46th Street or the J train in Queens. Anyway we were just getting out of … Read More
It’s a beautiful Sunday morning and I’m up early (9:00) so I can get dressed and head to meet my baby over at LIU. But of course, before I completely forget… I had a series of dreams that I wanted to write down. The first dream… I was back in school. At a university with … Read More