Shed

I strapped my patch on today and immediately my mind started playing tricks on me. Making me think I’m dizzy or nauseous. I sat there staring at it for minutes before I put it on. Like… I hate this thing and I hate the idea of all this synthetic crap coursing through my veins. But… must do what I must do.

I went to Li’l Vic’s birthday party last night. It was really nice. I felt fabulous. Yesterday was just a fabulous day for me. I’m glad I didn’t stay home.

I’m really lonely tonight. I feel like I’m just on a planet by myself. I’ve run out of people to talk to…but a phone full of numbers to call.

I’ll try to get some sleep

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