Sad tonight….

So yeah – I finished the 40 days of fasting.  Did really good with it.  lost 30lbs (not that it makes a dent in ALLLLLLL of this) but I feel better.

Going to do it again for lent.  40 more days… in tandem with exercise… who knows what it could mean.

Night before daddy’s birthday.  Feeling a certain kind of way about he and mom and grandma being extremely distant memories that I only have flashes of.  half eaten memories to share with my cherub who will only think I’m telling stories about how  wonderous they really were in my mind.

I won’t say much….

Happy Birthday, Papy.  I miss you.  Kiss Mommy for me.  And hug Granny.  I know y’all get along now….

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