“Misfortune comes from one’s mouth and ruins him, but fortune comes from one’s mind and makes him worthy of respect.” – Bhuddist Saying I remember learning in psychology class in High School that there is a stage in growth and development as an infant when you experience the world through your mouth. Everything new goes … Read More
Today, I have been properly reintroduced to and very reacquainted with the meaning of a bad day. It’s been a long time since I had a REALLY bad one. But this one… is a chart topper. The kind that makes me want to go back to drinking and smoking heavily. The bad day really started … Read More
I haven’t been posting lately. My mind has been preoccupied in items of fantasy that have eaten up all of my “real” time. But I believe that I’m back now. Problem with living in a dream, even if it’s for a short time… there’s a period of coming to terms with the fact that the … Read More
This week has been so crazy for me. I feel like I didn’t live through it all the way … sounds strange I know. I feel like I’ve been hanging in a camera above my own body and watching what I go through… but not actually going through it myself. This engagement is still so … Read More
This morning I woke up and my room was chilled to perfection (I love the cold). I was especially warm and toasty under my warm comforters and the loveliest light had entered the room. I laid there rested and wondered if I had overslept… 8:44 the clock said… Hmmmm… So I checked my watch face. … Read More
I strapped my patch on today and immediately my mind started playing tricks on me. Making me think I’m dizzy or nauseous. I sat there staring at it for minutes before I put it on. Like… I hate this thing and I hate the idea of all this synthetic crap coursing through my veins. But… … Read More
I was on IM today talking to one of my photographers. He was attempting to get some pictures to me from an event he shot last night. “Well, what are my options” (in getting the pictures to my office). And I said, “Do you know how to FTP?” and he said… “lol!… YES I DO! … Read More
I don’t have any real anything to say today. I’m kind of floating through. I took my chapter picture today. I felt especially pretty. My hair is really doing this long thing and my skin finally calmed down enough for me to put some makeup on it. And the outfit was flattering. For the first … Read More
Good way to start the day. Although it was from a crazy man in a wheelchair that he was pushing with his feet. I’m thinking even better, because even through the craziness, he can see that I’m pretty today 🙂 Maybe I’ll have my girl G take a picture. I’m black leather miniskirt, black sex-me sandals … Read More
So my baby and I went to go see Anchorman tonight… I got the passes from work and figured… the previews looked SO BAD for it that the only way that we’d attend is if I got it for free. Staying true to my word, we headed out to the theater (a bit late)… but … Read More