I was consumed with lonliness today I don’t know how else to put it. No matter what I did I managed to stay alone even if that’s not how I wanted to be. I participated in the Breast Cancer walk today. 5 miles and most of it spent alone. I turned my thoughts to my … Read More
Passion Everywhere I go I see people with passion. In their lives, for their work, in their loves… and they look consumed. Possessed. All I can do is wonder if life is really living without it. Can you live passionateless and be fulfilled? I went out with Sugie tonight and we ended up at a … Read More
I’m answering questions from my TLOB Group here… Part A: Who am I? [Choose five words that honestly and accurately describe who you are now. Choose five words that describe who you want to be.] Who I am now: Creative, Empathetic, Self-Defeating, Enthusiastic, Worrysome Who I want to be: Peaceful, Contented, Debt-Free, Hopeful, Motherly Part … Read More
I’m wearing my glasses tonight Which I never do… cause I HATE how I look with them. But my headaches have to be coming from somewhere. So I’m trying out different things to make them go away. They said it was gonna rain tonight, but I haven’t seen a drop yet. Last night my baby … Read More
Mixed Emotions I’ve been away from any semblance of an internet connection so I haven’t blogged since Thursday. Friday I left for a retreat with my chapter sorors. It just so happens that the business team that I used to be a part of was also meeting in that same location. I did manage to … Read More
My quest for meaning I had dinner with AZ today. It was definitely an eye opener. We sat and talked about the events from my birthday and everything that has happened (or not) since. We talked about relationships and settling and folks finding their soulmates and being ready for their soul mates and living happily … Read More
That’s today’s soundtrack. Listen to it here if you’d like while you read: That’s just generally true for all things going on in my life right now. My way of thinking must change… my way of acting must change. My life has to change. I just hope it’s for the best. I realized that the … Read More
I constantly am reminded of how many people love me. I think it’s God’s way of making sure I don’t give up on myself. Last night at the Stepshow, before they were going to announce the winners, they pulled me up on stage and the whole audience sang Happy Birthday to me. Sorors, Zetas, Deltas, … Read More
YAAAY! They fixed my archived links!!! Today has been a blah kind of day. But the highlights so far were me finding out that they fixed my archived links on blogger and when KISS played “Wanna Be Startin Somethin” on the ride home. I was JAMMIN!!!! that’s my song! Mamma say mamma sa ma ma … Read More
it’s my birthday! has been for about 42 minutes… and I can’t seem to get to sleep. I’m staying up thinking I’m gonna miss something. For the first time in my life… I don’t KNOW what to expect this year. Usually I know… that my life will be more of the same… and whatever I … Read More