If it’s ever real again
Date: July 10, 2018
Categories: love & marriage
one day. this is what I’ll play. this is the sound of being IN love and really loving: Marvin Gaye & Tammi Terrell – Ain’t No Mountain High Enough *
Will You Marry Me, Daddy?
Date: March 14, 2018
Getting fitted for the tuxedo he would have worn to walk me down the aisle. I guess if you put all the logic pieces together at age 7 or 8… it makes sense. They tell you that the goal is to marry someone who loves you. Who will always take care of you and … Read More
Sticktoitiveness, Stubbornness or just plain Stupidity.
Date: December 30, 2017
<warning – this may be very much a rant with no conclusion. *shrugs* #notsorry > Marriage. What a confusing institution. As women in this western society (and maybe others but I can only speak to the one I actively participate in) and of a certain age – you’re GROOMED to be someone’s wife. I was. … Read More
Falling
Date: September 24, 2017
Categories: celebrations, check in, family, good times, love & marriage, what in the entire hayle, work crap
Eventful weekend. After an extremely memorable (in a bad way) day at work on Thursday, complete with demotivation meetings and somehow, while not an actual salesperson, stumbling into the crosshairs of the SVP of Sales for NY for a thorough flogging, I was very happy to have Friday to myself. There was much to … Read More
My Flowers
Date: September 12, 2017
I had an experience about 3 weeks ago where one night I felt a twinge of pain in the center of my left breast. I thought it was because perhaps I had pulled or strained something. So I took to massaging it to see if I could disburse the lactic acid that might be forming … Read More
Vanishing
Date: October 15, 2012
Categories: bad day, esteem, figuring it out, love & marriage, numb, romance, why am i doing this again?
As she stepped out of the office building, the wind slapped rain droplets onto her bare legs reminding her of what effort she went through today just to be ignored. As she propped the manet on her umbrella open and swirled it into place over head, she inhaled deeply and thought to herself, “maybe this … Read More
Homeostasis
Date: May 5, 2008
Categories: love & marriage
The thing about feeling wronged and then walking on the path to normalcy is that you hurt so much to just get back to normal that occasionally you forget something was wrong. Actually, things almost seem 110% better than before. All the requests that have been made for countless years; needs that have gone unfulfilled; … Read More
Chuck vs. Sirloin
Date: April 29, 2008
High Falootin. Hoity Toity. Uppity. Elitist. I’ve been described as such quite often. I don’t really take it as an offense. I actually think it’s a badge of honor. I want… nay… need the best out of life. I believe strongly that EVERYONE should strive for the absolute best. I was having a discussion with … Read More
I Know It’s You
Date: September 15, 2005
Not much to say today. Had a gang of great experiences. Had a few distasteful ones. Won’t dwell to long on either. ‘Ceptin for one. I was moved to blog because sometimes… something or someone you love, when you love it long enough, surprises you with a new way for you to say, “WOW… I … Read More
Blowout
Date: September 14, 2005
The Setup Today’s account will be of the experience that I had being one of 100 some odd Brides to be at a Kleinfeld’s / Brides Magazine / Good Morning America event. I got put on to the event by Maxine (Thanks Max!) who was selected and had asked if there was a way to … Read More