News Trends

Categories: bad day, esteem, figuring it out, growing, love & marriage

News trends…. from the AMNY Free News Paper in NY. Page 2 – Spits out of Coma: “A local television reporter has emerged from a coma, two months after she was struck in the side of the head by the side mirror of a passing van while covering a story in Harlem… She said she … Read More

Swoop In

Categories: figuring it out, good day, growing, love & marriage

Just that quickly I get all heated writing about how things aren’t going right. It’s that quickly that he runs and manages to set everything into place. I was so mad I didn’t even want to see him or talk to him. That anger comes from me feeling like I’ve trapped myself in ways. I … Read More

Love

Categories: figuring it out, growing, love & marriage, why am i doing this again?

So I’m really feeling it now. We’re really into each other. Mom and Dad are in Florida because Uncle Rene is dying. And Daddy is taking it pretty hard. So my baby came by last night and set the stage… just how I wanted him to. Candlelight. Music… and LOVE. He talked to me… and … Read More

Baby Names

Categories: family, figuring it out, love & marriage, mommy in training

Tonight, my baby and I were talking about baby names. What we’d name our boy and our girl. I had suggested Christopher but he thought that was too plain. He suggested Elias… but I think that’s too… um… Jewish sounding. Nothing against the Jews. But we’d call him “Eli” for short. What we did agree … Read More

Acceptance

Categories: figuring it out, love & marriage, random musings

I don’t know if I’m expecting too much. But it seems as of late… it’s alright for me to have second best. I don’t know why that is. I’m not flashy or glitzy. But I do envy when my friends get beautiful watches, or coats, or boots or jewelry. I get none of that. I … Read More

Passion

Categories: esteem, figuring it out, love & marriage, why am i doing this again?

Passion Everywhere I go I see people with passion. In their lives, for their work, in their loves… and they look consumed. Possessed. All I can do is wonder if life is really living without it. Can you live passionateless and be fulfilled? I went out with Sugie tonight and we ended up at a … Read More

Going Out Tonight

Categories: love & marriage, really? nothing

So I probably won’t be home in a timely manner, nor will I feel like blogging when I get home. I’ll just feel like sleeping. I talked to my Nininne today. I really miss her. I told her I’d come see her out in Florida… and you KNOW I have to love someone to tell … Read More