It’s already 3:48 AM and I’m still up. Thankfully I have the day off tomorrow. But this evening was productive. I’m so rested from the weekend that I have no desire to go to bed. But I’ll do it because I know it’s what I need. This weekend was quiet. Not quite as I imagined … Read More
I’m sitting here listening to Common and Lauryn Hill’s duet “Retrospect for Life”. So many feelings rush forward for me when I think about what they’re saying. On one hand, I’m so glad that my parents decided to have me. As much as I bitch about life and complain and worry and am afraid… I’m … Read More
Boys will be Boys So I did a live moderated chat with B2K today. Honestly before the chat was confirmed on friday night, I had no clue who they were really. I did a little research… and these kids were born in 85…. gosh. I was in the 5th grade. That’s a long time after … Read More
This morning’s sunrise was the kind that makes you want to stare into the sun. It could have easily passed for a sunset but the hope and integrity it emanated was on the rise and not on an ebb. It’s amazing the colors that the sky can make. There was a young sistah on the … Read More
I’ve heard this term so much that I had a dream about running in the marathon. ‘cept… I was running away from Diddy as he chased me taunting “take that take that” and “we ain’t… goin’ nowhere… we ain’t goin no where” But I heard that he actually made it through the marathon and beat … Read More
I don’t know if I’m expecting too much. But it seems as of late… it’s alright for me to have second best. I don’t know why that is. I’m not flashy or glitzy. But I do envy when my friends get beautiful watches, or coats, or boots or jewelry. I get none of that. I … Read More
I’m wearing my glasses tonight Which I never do… cause I HATE how I look with them. But my headaches have to be coming from somewhere. So I’m trying out different things to make them go away. They said it was gonna rain tonight, but I haven’t seen a drop yet. Last night my baby … Read More
Empty City I’m at work today and I have to say, althought I HATE being at work on a national holiday, I do certainly appreciate NY more like this than any other way. The train ride was stress-free, I found a seat… made all the connections with no worries; there werent a million people on … Read More
A good day to sleep in and watch the gray come in through the windows. Or maybe clean my room (which is in a state of total disrepair). But my energy is way low today. I have to work some premiere event tonight, so I can’t even go straight home. I just want to strip … Read More
My baby and I continued our excess. Eating plenty, sleeping plenty… and just being all around each other. I can’t wait for my aunt to leave so that we can BE together *sigh* I swear I got more action when I was single *tee hee* Anyways… we went to go see this mansion up in … Read More