Author: iam
Date: April 17, 2004
I’ve been acting out the weekend as if I’ve been at work the whole time. Waking up at the crack of dawn…. shlepping out to the spot… staying all day working working working on these girls…. and shlepping back home at odd hours of the night. This process saddens me. It is the shell remains … Read More
Author: iam
Date: April 11, 2004
So it showed up last night. Just as I was planning a quiet interlude with the Mr. I swear I was looking SO forward to it. Then it just… showed up. No warning shot… Just… BOOM… My body has the worst timing. *SIGH* So I’ve been sick all of Easter Morning. And he’ll be in … Read More
Author: iam
Date: March 30, 2004
So much to write… no time, no patience. I’ll try to steal moments for myself out of my own life tomorrow. *
Author: iam
Date: March 21, 2004
Well, today I spent the day laboring over my chapter’s directory. For a solid 12 hours. I wonder if I’m getting slow… or if I just don’t focus enough. These questions and more… So my baby gets back today. And lays out on my bed and falls asleep. For 3 hours. Which is fine. Cause … Read More
Author: iam
Date: March 11, 2004
I’ve been inexplicably bored lately. And the boredom has been translated into randiness, for lack of a better term that has made me so edgy and frustrated I’m amazed I haven’t gone to jail yet. Things come out of my mouth that formed themselves of thoughts that never trespassed on my brain. They were forged … Read More
Author: iam
Date: February 20, 2004
I’ve been writing everyday, but not emptying out my head. Stuff just rolls around in there that I’ve been thinking of. So I guess I can put some things down while I’m here at work, so they can stop buggin’ out in my head. I’m pissed about Haiti. Moreso because I don’t understand why we … Read More
Author: iam
Date: December 27, 2003
I hate them… and it’s been intensified by the excessively long ending of the final installment of the Lord of the Rings trilogy: Return of the King. It was good movie along the same lines as the last 2 have beeen. The story was in line with it’s past episodes and all that… Just that … Read More
Author: iam
Date: December 16, 2003
Boys will be Boys So I did a live moderated chat with B2K today. Honestly before the chat was confirmed on friday night, I had no clue who they were really. I did a little research… and these kids were born in 85…. gosh. I was in the 5th grade. That’s a long time after … Read More
Author: iam
Date: November 26, 2003
This morning’s sunrise was the kind that makes you want to stare into the sun. It could have easily passed for a sunset but the hope and integrity it emanated was on the rise and not on an ebb. It’s amazing the colors that the sky can make. There was a young sistah on the … Read More
Author: iam
Date: October 14, 2003
I’m wearing my glasses tonight Which I never do… cause I HATE how I look with them. But my headaches have to be coming from somewhere. So I’m trying out different things to make them go away. They said it was gonna rain tonight, but I haven’t seen a drop yet. Last night my baby … Read More