Mixed Emotions I’ve been away from any semblance of an internet connection so I haven’t blogged since Thursday. Friday I left for a retreat with my chapter sorors. It just so happens that the business team that I used to be a part of was also meeting in that same location. I did manage to … Read More
My quest for meaning I had dinner with AZ today. It was definitely an eye opener. We sat and talked about the events from my birthday and everything that has happened (or not) since. We talked about relationships and settling and folks finding their soulmates and being ready for their soul mates and living happily … Read More
I’m watching the stupidest movie “The Sweetest Thing” with Cameron Diaz and Christina Applegate. It’s like… stupid. It started off with a message that I thought I needed to hear about dating not so much being about mind games but about boundaries. But it turned into just a slap stick stupid kind of comedy. But … Read More
That’s today’s soundtrack. Listen to it here if you’d like while you read: That’s just generally true for all things going on in my life right now. My way of thinking must change… my way of acting must change. My life has to change. I just hope it’s for the best. I realized that the … Read More
I constantly am reminded of how many people love me. I think it’s God’s way of making sure I don’t give up on myself. Last night at the Stepshow, before they were going to announce the winners, they pulled me up on stage and the whole audience sang Happy Birthday to me. Sorors, Zetas, Deltas, … Read More
YAAAY! They fixed my archived links!!! Today has been a blah kind of day. But the highlights so far were me finding out that they fixed my archived links on blogger and when KISS played “Wanna Be Startin Somethin” on the ride home. I was JAMMIN!!!! that’s my song! Mamma say mamma sa ma ma … Read More
birthday calls have been coming in since 9:00. I really feel loved. My mom looked at me last night with this look of… “Wow… my baby is all grown up” and it felt really amazing. Thinking about it makes me tear up… because the same way she’ll always look at me and see her baby… … Read More
it’s my birthday! has been for about 42 minutes… and I can’t seem to get to sleep. I’m staying up thinking I’m gonna miss something. For the first time in my life… I don’t KNOW what to expect this year. Usually I know… that my life will be more of the same… and whatever I … Read More
A good day to sleep in and watch the gray come in through the windows. Or maybe clean my room (which is in a state of total disrepair). But my energy is way low today. I have to work some premiere event tonight, so I can’t even go straight home. I just want to strip … Read More
My baby and I continued our excess. Eating plenty, sleeping plenty… and just being all around each other. I can’t wait for my aunt to leave so that we can BE together *sigh* I swear I got more action when I was single *tee hee* Anyways… we went to go see this mansion up in … Read More