Good! This is working now! I’m a little giddy about it. A couple of things about me. I live in NYC. I always have, and sometimes it feels like I always will. It’s beginning to feel like the night before 30 for me… but I have a little ways to go. I love to write. … Read More
So much has happened in just a year’s time. I can’t see how that is an alien thing. A year is a long time. Today’s date is June 9th. I am 27 years old at this time. And so much has happened that I don’t know where to begin . So much that I find … Read More
Well, I’m sitting here on the Monday after Easter, in my pjs and not motivated to go ANYWHERE… especially not work. I’m supposed to be in there now, but I really don’t even care anymore. I almost wish they would fire me so I could collect severance and unemployment, etc etc etc. I need a … Read More
I aimlessly spend my days and nights searching for attention. I just want someone to notice me…. To the point where if the little cat on my screen for my Office 2000 meows at me… I get happy. She smiles at me… and I feel like someone’s paying attention. I don’t need 24 hour watch… … Read More
It’s gotten to the point where the memories don’t even make me so much as smile anymore. Memories of fond things I did with Sug and Max… sweet memories of loves past… barely even memories of my childhood running hot and cold. I look upon all of them with my minds eye and stare at … Read More
Okay… it’s now 3:37 PM Texas time… but I think that since I’m in the plane on the way home we can revert to NY time. I got a good nap… our flight was supposed to leave an hour ago, but we just got in the air. It was a little bumpy getting up here… … Read More
It is now 1:52 PM and I’m stuck in this airport. I really want to go home. I can’t stand this. I feel really sick from last night’s festivities and my body is wreaking havoc on me. I just spoke with Jean and Shawn and they are on their own agendas (as if I should … Read More
I just got back from the much anticipated Alpha party and much to my dismay it was wack. I really didn’t have a good time. All they did was stroll… just like every party. There were a lot of deltas at this party and they were rude and rowdy. I really grew a dislike for … Read More
Here I am… I spent the whole day in my room. With the exception of when I went to breakfast with the girls this morning. They took me to IHOP. I had taken them to dinner at Tony Roma’s yesterday. I woke up this morning feeling really sick… once again, I drank too much last … Read More
Okay… I gotta call down to NY and start hustling. I am running out of money and it’s starting to get a little hectic. I’m nervous because I might have to ask Jean. Which is frightening. I’m back… It is now 10:01 Dallas time and I’m waiting to find out what is going on tonight. … Read More